what is this

Subject: what is this Mon Apr 11, 2011 10:09 pm

what is this

Broken.
My heart.
It's still beating even in pieces.
scattered across all my body.
my eyes remain open.
staring at you.
why is this?
I feel sadness even though I stopped the pain.
how can I still love you?
your a worthless soulless doll.
never once saying you loved me.
never once telling me to go away.
you were just there.
yet.
I wanted you.
why?
why?
WHY!?
Tell me!
use your voice this once.
and ease my pain.
or I will do it for you.
wait for you?
for me.
yeah.
for me.

*Bang*

The choice I make
Is not for you to change
if this is how it ends
then this is how it ends
the easy way out
and the easy way into your mind
or is it?
you never cared
so this will be nothing but
a flea on the shoulder of the earth

good night.
good-bye
forever.

Willow Clovis Morte